Haunted by Memories of Syrian Torture, Saved by Art
FONTENAY-LE-COMTE, France — Najah al-Bukai cannot forget.
As
an accomplished artist in Syria before the war, Mr. Bukai had long
thought his photographic memory was his greatest asset, allowing him to
recreate scenes on his sketch pads and canvases days, months and even
years after he witnessed them. But now, after he has survived two
stretches in the Syrian government’s notorious detention centers, his sharp memories only serve to haunt him.
One
day recently, home with his family in Fontenay-le-Comte, a sleepy city
in the Loire valley, he methodically opened boxes containing dozens of
drawings he has made of the images burned into his brain. It is the only
way he knows of coping with the traumas he witnessed, and suffered, in
Syria’s torture chambers.
In
one, men wearing only their underwear carry a corpse in what looks like
a sheet or blanket, for eventual disposal, Mr. Bukai says, in the back
of a truck in a pile of other bodies. He recalls a number, 5535, on the
young man’s chest. They had been ordered to strip to their underwear,
Mr. Bukai explained, so they could be easily spotted if they tried to
escape.
“Art saved me,” he said, while laying the drawings out on a tabletop.
His art reminds many critics of the work of the Slovenian artist and Holocaust survivor Zoran Music
— haunting, dark and extremely realistic. In his drawings, some
prisoners hang by their hands and others undergo other forms of torture,
all while their cellmates eat their meals calmly, desensitized to the
displays of inhumanity around them.
“I
was observing everything and making art in my head,” he said about his
time in a crammed cell, where prisoners had to take off their clothes
because of the unbearable heat.
He still remembers the smell of rotten flesh, the screams of other
prisoners and how, horrifically, he and others grew accustomed to it
all.
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